

hour later, a world away|now my blood knows for whom it flows...|hour later, a world away
as i lay here in bed, in my own rogue content i wonder how i've lived, failing to know You so long foreign meaning didn't die, it never dared to exist in opposition to You, whose life i live to serve
/Your the matter in the abyss of time and days.../
a holy image engraved in my mind a savory taste still lingering on my lips a desire, a lust, to make smile and to please every second is a treasure, worth more than all my years
/i've finally found You, and given You my soul. there's not a place i won't travel, o


In the Eyes of a Deranged SoulI'm from animals, carnality, and my own deranged imagination where existence is singular and a duo chokes the soul where I chuckle upon the ruins of a hypocritical church and a hellish firestorm is but a warm enveloping breeze I'm from the fears and horrors of you and all that you know where the mightiest comedy is your greatest tragedy From where morals are laid when their old and decrepit which happens to be them all, worthless, but useful things not a follower of LaVey, Jesus, Satan or anything of prior existence From where every soul is there for it's own, eliminate another to be self-In the Eyes of a Deranged Soul


controlcut my wrists into an endless abysscontrol
freeing my will
polluting your soul not a suicide i'll live in you
corrupt your mind dominate your body possess your being
i'll consume your souls and live forever


War and Emergence of PrincipalI am addressing the concerns which a few of you in the "danger zone" (being within 10 feet of me daily) have voiced regarding my seemingly random changes in behavior, inquisitiveness, and my prolonged thought processes. My two views are merging, and one is dominant...absorbing the other. This is completely unexpected...and hard to process. This was not supposed to happen, I should not be reevaluating my stances based on questionable content rather than maintaining stability and confidence...that stage was not expected so soon. In short, my personal "war" has taken a drastic turn far too early for my liking. All of my predictWar and Emergence of Principal


Past Becomes FutureIn my soul there is frozen heart in me lives a empty hole where my love used to live this is my old forgotten past I barley remember but it still burns in me would you know me if I said you name have you forgotten what used to bePast Becomes Future
When you touch me my body shatters apart when you come near I forget all of my fears when you breath my heart starts to beat again all this was what we used to know but it seems you forgot me.....
In the darkness the car drives so fast the lights shine and my eyelids close tight
old memories pass my eyes, se


The Old WordsIts so simple to believe everything you see until they aren't really there gaps in meThe Old Words
and hallow bones a grasp to hold me back from hurting you as you please don't bother me as you please DON'T BOTHER ME.
Here is the dead zone no on gets out I'm trapped in the moment the worst moment of my life here under toxic rain falls onto my face sinking into my pores
pealing all away the endless shame!!!


DamageI damage myselfDamage
just to feel I...wish the pain wasn't so real what do I now knowing this truth I wish I wasn't this way but its the only way I can feel
When I damage myself it means I already feel hurt don't judge me because I like pain...
The blood comes out and I cry inside the tears refuse to pour like they hate me too How can I go on knowing this fact the only thing that I want was to be yours
When I damage myself I want to be hurt I let everyone down I'm sure everyone knows


Cold And The Feeling Of WarmthI submit myself into a coma my hand aches and pains my wrist is bleeding, its frailCold And The Feeling Of Warmth
my skin is thin its slowly falling off me hiding in small cave, dark and alone
i am alone.....alone.....this world is....alone
Insanity is my only escape it never judges me breaking out of this ugly thing
My own self is hating who I am what went so wrong my self wants myself to die die alone I refuse to go without my last words
Holding out on broken bridges
I wish for once you would hear me my gut is telling me too go but not yet I have
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Sam:Too many....
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Dean:How many tuesdays have you had?
Sam:Too many....
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Dean:How many tuesdays have you had?
Sam:Too many....
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Dean:How many tuesdays have you had?
Sam:Too many....
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Sam:Too many....
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